

waitingi know what it's like to be kissed by You, to have Your eyes claim my soul as Your mouth claims my body.waiting
i'll wait forever to feel that again.
i know what its like to sit at Your feet wearing a collar worn by many before.
i'll wait forever to feel that again.
Waiting.
to be told what to do... where to go... who to be.
Waiting.
For the words to come that will let me sleep.
For the pain i feel to stop being so real.
Waiting.
You make me want to forget,


6:30 ami woke up at the fucktastic hour of 6:30.....6:30 am
i've already done laundry, dishes and taken a bath.
Daddy's still sleeping. There were thoughts of I-Hop but Daddy's tired.
He spent His weekend off building a bedroom for my son.
i'll make Him pancakes if He wakes up before i leave for work.
Which isn't until noon.
Did i mention i woke up at 6:30?
i spent a half hour climbing on chairs and counter tops. looking for the bubbler
starbucks double shot cans are extremely


invisible cagesIt blows my mind how well you know me. You look into my eyes and see right through, with Your smile, almost smug in its accuracy.invisible cages
You keep Yourself locked behind silent words, keeping me safe when i don't really know You at all.
You want so much to give, to protect and to own.
Sometimes i want to scream
Stop searching for the most broken You need someone to fix You as well.
It's all too fast, and its all to soon. We've both climbed in without releasing the past.
Yet You still sit there, silently readi